still 13 stone still not loving myself...still not happy that i got this size !! I am very aware that to just put the fork or glass down for a couple of weeks would help, i have no will power. The wedding plans are full steam ahead as and from today it is less than 1 year. new mission a photograher , a videographer , a D.J a cake the wedding rings the invites the groomsman suits the flower girls dress the pageboys suit my mamas outfit his mamas outfit the choosin of the menu the writing of our vows the choice of peoms/songs/tunes to be played, and so far thats all i can think of. I am sure there is a ton load more but for today i think i will take an easy one and just choose the rings.